I don't know what to write about. I just needed to that's all. Did you know that they redesigned Looney Toons...ya now they are these scarey looking heartless superhero robot looking things.

My favorite character in my favorite anime just died. Yes I cried and yes now I more than hate the bad guys. *tears* Stupid Envy I hate that little piece of crap.

I will be in St. Louis with my sweetheart Carl this weekend. I am so happy about that. I really need to see him. He makes me feel all better and the world all brighter.

So much drama in school! Dear Lord please smack those children so we can all have a nice peaceful happy time on earth.
I am sick of so many people!!! It's not healthy to think this way about anyone!
There are fakes and phoneys! There are friends who are too busy in the lime light and having fun to notice you for more than a moment. There are jerks and idiots. There are people who hate me. And it make me laugh kinda it has just gotten annoying that's all. They can just agree to disagree and stop trying to rip me apart.

Matt thinks I'm a stalker, that's funny. He is so right, 'cept it's not concidered stalkerish if the feeling is mutual!!!

So ya Fremont is getting to be unbearable. I want to go to St. Louis to see all the people who love me a whole bunches and we get a long. Geez I'm just sick of being sick of the way some people act. It's like I can't have a break. I need to get away but that isn't happening.

On good news... I still love Carl...I'm healthy...God is cool...I'm understanding Chemistry right now... candy is good... ya...ya...that would all be good news.

I need to go to St. Louis before I just stop living!!!!!!!!

Ok for our schools spring(and only) musical we are doing A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Forum...
Prolly one of the most hilarious musicals ever written. Geez I LOVE it!!!
So I tried out wanted to know what it was about and all, wanted to be a part of it.
I got a good part. I have a solo for crying out loud (and I'm crying 'cause I'm so scared!!! Solo!!!??? ahhh!! OH but I love my Character, she's a virgin...ya if THAT doesn't tell you something about the play I don't know what can. It's so funny. We have a good cast, it's going to be great. I have to kiss my best friend and throw myself at my ex!!!! Yikes talk about funny and weird. Oh well My best friend and I sound awesome together. Said person is RC of course! I'm so happy! And my phot teacher let me have this old beat up altonium!!!!! YAY!!! Hehe!

Ok hardly anybody reads this so I feel safe posting this here!

I LOVE CARL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok done.

My weekend...
Friday- early realease at school, football game that we actually almost won!, catching cold. Going to bed.

Saturday- I had to wake up to go do the whole washing of cars bit. That was fun besides that I felt so sick. Then I come home and clean like a maniac so the house is ready for my party. Nicole is the fist to show up (big suprise). then paul comes. then I belive Scott, then Fil, then Asheley and Christie call to say they are going to be late. Thenpeople start coming and I can't keep track in which order. RC came, Ash,Mike,Kortni,Bonnie. Then Ashley and Christie. Adam showed up late but it's all ok. then Tyler and Allison. We partied, played had a lot of fun. Some people started leaving. Adam left early 'cause he was sick. Finally it was just Nicole, Ashley,Christie,RCand I.then Lynz showed up. Yay! Now comes the quiet but fun part of the party. We still played DDR, then Nicole got tired and RC left at 2. or something like that. Nicole got tired and went to bed aftet he left sometime. We started drawing and it was a BLAST. talking and drawing now that is my idea of a PAR-TAY!!! Until 5:30 in the morning!!! Yay! I got some great presents but my freinds being there was the best of all.

Sun- MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 17!!! YAY! And what did I do? Watched Resident Evil 2. That's right! Awsome movie but I like the fisrt better. OK why the heck do we all need to see zombie boobies!?!?! HUH?!?!?! Exactly there is no reason. Geez! And ya know another thing they weren't walking like the rest of the zombies....hello it's called pay attention to the important and obvious details before letting it out in theaters. Oh well! Still good! thank you MITchel and ARcy for going with me. September 19th is talk like a pirate day did you know that? Well it is!!! YAY!!! I mean ARRRRRRRR!! Get yer greedy hands off me booty! OK!!!!! anyway my family came over and we had a family bash for my B-day! YAY! It was fun and I love my family. I got some cool stuff like cd player alarm clock that I have wanted for awhile now. Oh!!! and my grandma got me James Bond themed makeup. very creative on the company's part.

I DIDN'T GET THE SIMS TWO!!!!!!!! WAS THAT NOT LIKE MY #1 PRIORITY!!!!???? *sigh* oh well I still have my uncle and other grandparents to go, who knows maybe they got it for me? I want it sooooooooooo bad!!!!! *sobs*